It all started with a commitment to live the DREAM 10 years ago

even when I didn't know the clear vision of the dream or how the fuck to get there.

It all started with a commitment to live the DREAM 10 years ago - even when I didn’t know what the dream was or how the fuck am I even going to get there.

It started with honouring every little whisper that I manage to catch to slowly guide me - even if it didn’t make sense or it seems crazy to most people, if not everyone.

I’ve made many decisions and choices that only a few would make and some would probably never make in a lifetime.  

And backing myself up, no matter what.

This is also why I live a life that many can only dream of but never lived. 

I moved from Accounting to Corporate Marketing when people thought it was impossible. After I was “pressured to leave” because legally, they can’t fire me (The Patriarch Way of exerting power) for speaking up about the lack of leadership in the company.

My first online business was an ETSY store where I would handwrite quotes because I was obsessed with colour sharpies then. Even though creativity wasn’t even a vocab in my consciousness - somehow I made a couple of hundies from it.

I led a double life - my corporate life and an “influencer” in my early 20s.

(Today, I lead more than a double life and have set up my business to support my multidimensional expression).

My friends didn’t know how TF was it possible to get VIP invites and have delivery of luxury beauty products on a weekly basis (at one point, it was almost daily).

Then, I decided to be a personal trainer whilst taking up a role as a General Manager of a media company. But - I was obsessed with fitness at that time and it felt right… My boss at that time was also my very first mentor. No one understood why the fuck would I wake up at 4:30AM to pick up dumbbells at the gym from 5-9AM before going to my high-paying job from 10AM-6PM. My mum thought I had lost it.

The moment I decided that I want to live the digital nomad life after my first trip to Bali in October 2017 after my long term relationship ended and the start of my Saturn Return, I went into my manager’s office asking if I can follow along with a friend to cover the media story for my publication (I was a contractor at that time and we were working on different publications.). I paid for my own flights and told my manager that I can do my work there (and extra coverage for my publication) - which turned out to be one of my best gigs in Hong Kong.

I used to plan my destination based on the (potential) clients of my marketing agency at that time, at my own expense because I believe in relationships. Again - it seems bizarre to most of my friends at that time but my business expanded exponentially from that.

On my last trip to the States, I fell in love with Austin and had an unexpectedly deep connection with someone (because my friend set me up for 3 tinder dates in a day in my short stint there). I spent an extra U$400 to change my flight ticket AND an extra transit because that was the only available option just to spend an extra 24 hours with the Lover I’ve only met because my heart said so and I have got to experience the best and most unforgettable date to date.

All of these did not make any sense back then, not even to me.

Spirituality or higher consciousness did not exist in my field until the end of 2018.

But my soul always knew and it has all led me to my Spiritual, Sexual and Divine Feminine awakening in June 2019.

I was in the discussion to scale my agency as a white label when all the emotions and shit that I have numbed and dissociated EXPLODED from within.

JUST THAT LITTLE NUDGE FROM THE UNIVERSE WE ALL NEED TO KNOCK US BACK ON THE PATH OF WHAT OUR SOUL CAME HERE TO DO.

6 months ago, after a year of deep healing and shadow work, I got the nudge to move to somewhere new. I followed that nudge in my heart to move to a small surf town in Bali even though my friends were asking me why would I do that and telling me that I will get bored. I didn’t know anyone here besides a friend who has just moved down for a month. But it was a full-bodied fuck yes and I allowed my intuition to guide me.

And here we are…. when all that I ever dreamt of is my walking reality.

Being in the best place in the world right now, serving clients I am in love with, a community of like-minded people who are INTEGRATED, creating and feeling the ALIVENESS in every moment, living within me, living as me, living all around me.

18 months ago, everyone told me I should go back to Australia (still love y’all). I burned 2 tickets because of my indecisiveness, had my very first panic attack before I decided to follow my heart and intuition to stay in Bali.

This is the magic of this Sacred island - it will keep you here or kick you out in divine perfect timing.

For the first time in my life, I realised how much trauma my body holds and that was when I started looking into somatic healing through embodiment practices + learning more about my nervous system. Human Design was a great guide for my overly logical mind to truly see what my superpowers are - but I only took what I needed for my own path.

2020 was a collective shit show - the Universe way of fast-tracking our awakening because Mother Earth is suffering. The illusion has been broken, the veil has been lifted - it became obvious that the paradigm has shifted whether I like it or not. I can choose to move with it, or allow it to move me.

This was also when I decided to not allow the crumbling of the external world to have power over me and CHOOSE to remember who the fuck I am and allow the so call “inner chaos” to reveal my Truth (even though some of them aren’t beautiful and definitely wasn’t all love + light.

I decided to take responsibility for my emotions and energy - to really come home to my essence, to commit to the work of discerning what is my Truth and what are the shit/ emotions/ fear/ limitations that are projected onto me and that I have taken on as mine.

I was “stuck” in Bali for a reason and I can’t ignore my calling any longer. I have no fucking idea what’s waiting for me or what’s about to unfold. The control freak in me was scared shitless yet there’s also this excitement of the mystery of what’s to unfold. YET, there’s a DEEP inner knowing that I choose to tune TF up instead of ignoring it that we are going through a massive apocalypse and human revolution.

And, some of you have witnessed me as I dance and play in my deepest shadows, deep in my shit last year.

I sat with plant medicine and psychedelic even though it was “frown upon” by alot of people that I knew.

I explored K1nk as a deep healing container, ventured in open-relating to bring up some of my deepest wounds around fearful-avoidant-dissociative-patterns even though it was taboo.

I invested to work shamans, voice activation guide and healers to work through some of the ROOT causes of my wounds even though my ego was telling me you need to grow your business and it didn’t make sense to spend my savings “in times like this”.

I cried a lot, I journaled a lot, I expressed a lot - basically turning my focus into healing arts and being an artist instead of making money because the world is going shit.

I put my healing above everything else because I was at that point of no return - there was nowhere of sweeping this shit under the carpet anymore.

There were MANY moments that I questioned myself -

If I am just lost in my own healing world.

If I will ever GET out of this mess.

If I EVER will make it out on the other side Like WTF am I doing this anyway?

I had a “successful” and “good life” when I started to go down this path. It didn’t make sense to give up my “successful” life to “suffer” - my mum thought I was just finding problems.

I could have continued making good $$$ through my successful agency and cruise on with life in one of the most beautiful cities in the world (or it used to as Aus is a whole new shit show on its own).

THE PATH IS CRYSTAL CLEAR NOW!

I had to go through ALL OF THAT because it was a part of my soul journey.

It was what my soul came here to do when she chose to reincarnate in this lifetime.

To heal my own shit, the generational trauma that I carried in my DNA from my direct lineage AND the lineage of my soul - the priestess and the witch) so that I can do my part in healing the planet and helping others women heal.

To become the LEADER I came here to be - to create a world that I want to live in, not just for myself but also for my children and grandchildren.

To restore the cosmic balance.

To regenerate and give back to Mother Earth - the very source of where we came from.

The Patriarch has spent centuries of TAKING from the Earth (and women) that it’s time for us to FEED IT BACK and restore the cycle of life.

To PAVE THE WAY as a Feminine Leader, of Feminine Wealth where the wealth that I create for WHO I AM + MY ESSENCE will generate and heal the planet - where money is a living prayer.

And we get to distribute it, dissolving oppression and enrich others.

Where our NATURAL GIFTS, MATRILINEAL LINE OF EMBODIED WISDOM AND OUR ESSENCE is enough. We don’t need to be anyone else, have any “certification” or “skill” to prove that we are worthy.

YOUR WOUNDS ARE YOUR GREATEST GIFTS. YOUR HIGHEST POTENTIAL LIES IN YOUR DEEPEST SHADOW.

When you BECOME the ALCHEMY - your medicine activates the potential in others whilst guiding others to find theirs.

The old system is crumbling, systems are falling apart - so that we can make way for the new. It is already unfolding and happening.

It WILL get worse before it gets better.

We aren’t even at the tip of what’s about to unfold. Are you going to allow the crumbling of the external world to have power over you OR do CHOOSE to remember who the fuck you are and allow the so call “inner chaos” to reveal my Truth?

The NEW EARTH is first CREATED within you.

A new earth that’s DEEPLY connected to the rhythms of life and cycle of nature.

A new earth that’s SUSTAINABLE, that’s CREATED from the INSIDE out.

A new earth that’s INCLUSIVE where we go BEYOND the duality of life.

If this transmission is speaking to your heart and you can FEEL it on a cellular level - deep in your blood and bones - it is not a coincidence.

This is a calling for you to RISE into leadership and serve humanity. You are AHEAD of the time.

You are SEEING BEYOND the veils and the Truth of what is still invisible to most of the collective.

I am calling you forward to who you really are and who you were always meant to be, long before you were sculptured to fit into the mould society + the Patriarch has created for you.

I am calling you forward to BECOME the LEADER you’re SEARCHING for.

I’m a living example of WHAT’s POSSIBLE when you activate the power + potential within you, of what it truly means to be a Manifestor -  initiate and move on to something new once the impact becomes a revolution, paving a new way for women, leaders and manifestors like me. 

ALL of you incredible souls who are reading this. 

I have moved from Accounting to Corporate Marketing without a marketing degree. 

I became a General Manager of an agency and was leading a team of 5 by 28. 

I ran a successful marketing agency helping online publications with their content + digital strategy. 

I’ve worked with executives and leaders around APAC.

I’ve unlocked my very creative potential and became a PAID Artist when my creative soul was long dormant for the first 30 years of my life. 

I’m now running a thriving soul-led business which I’m IN LOVE with, that SETS my soul on 🔥 - speaking my Truth, expressing what’s ALIVE inside of me every single day where - 

I guide leaders and entrepreneurs through the inner work necessary to step into their embodied leadership, pivot into a business that’s truly aligned with their soul and TAKING UP ALL THEIR SPACE with their embodied Truth + wisdom. 

I guide women who are walking their path of coming home to their Feminine power, gifts and potential, into personal liberation through harnessing their $£xual + creative potential. 

It all starts with that tiny whisper that I’m here to change the world, to break the rules, to fuck the system and meant to do things MY way. 

The power of YES. 

The power of one single aligned action. 

At every edge and crossroad.